Excruciating Agony: A Personal Battle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by quick shocks, like electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased force. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists up to several hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But leading specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need revising to reflect a